November 1st – Fire
People forget that a new beginning does not start as the last beginning ended. And it feels vacant, dry, nonexistent. People forget that things do not just happen. They must be milked. People forget that things do not just ignite, you’ve got to gather kindling, hold a little flame, blow gently on [...]
Archive for June, 2009
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June 29, 2009November 1st – huevos
This morning I stood in an empty hallway and watched a girl cry. It’s quite a horror, you know, to have to stand and listen to two sides of you fight each other like dogs in your mind. Wanting something so badly it hurts, longing, straining, painfully, and the other side, the [...]
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June 28, 2009November 1st – John Five Twelve
Two nights ago my church celebrated the holiday Halloween, we threw a carnival for the whole neighborhood and had all the youngsters come out in costumes and do piddly stuff for gobs of candy. I was in charge of the pie-throwing booth. Which means that for two hours I made [...]
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June 27, 2009October 19th – A Cheerful Paranoia
Somehow, in this modern day and age and language- The words- “You are such a pessimist.” are fully capable of directly translating to- “I am an emerging sociopath who understands fully the morality of right and wrong and the boundaries presented therein but do not care about them in practical [...]
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June 26, 2009October 19th – Not what I am, but what I have become
This is a declaration of intent, so that no one will be mislead. One: Concerning Ashley and I currently: no such thing exists. I know that and have known for longer than anyone of you might imagine. I hold no illusions of us ever [...]
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June 25, 2009September 29th – The Answers
The response has been… amazing. Nothing short of a life-changing eye opener. In the back of my mind I imagined that something along these lines might happen but… again, never imagined that it would be true. The request for a letter from everyone who had ever taken offense at my actions, [...]
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June 24, 2009
September 29th – God eht deredrum
I need to apologize. Some days ago I posted on this site a letter containing information that was the business of no one but those directly involved. It was wrong and inappropriate of me. I offer my most sincere apology to Ashley Lara, and note that all corresponding materials [...]
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June 23, 2009September 27th – Mathew Five Two Two
I wonder sometimes. No… I wonder a lot of times. Why does everyone have this mental block about resolve? There is no human way to describe the hilarity of this debacle. I honestly have nothing against any of these people. Really, I would rather get along. And I see [...]
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June 22, 2009September 27th – Mathew Five Three Four
A lot of people wonder why we’re in Iraq right now. Most of those who wonder can’t figure out why the heck we ever went there in the first place. The way it all began seems to be… illusion. You see the government apparently believed that Saddam Hussien had [...]
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June 21, 2009September 16th – Friday night at the Idleman Mansion
I actually don’t have a single thing against Bob Dole. And you’re right Kyle, No one has heard anything from that direction since the 96′ election, which makes him a safe target for insult. Which makes me feel atypically cruel. But not too much…
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